Thursday, February 4, 2010

saving face

a friend that always cancels on me last minute asked if i wanted to get together for coffee. i said yes but assumed she would cancel, last minute. i replied to her confirmation in due time, yesterday morning to be exact, in the format where she had asked in the first place, assuming she would actually read it. this morning i wake up to a text from her saying she didn't see my confirmation until just now (7 something in the morning) and had made plans.

WHY. why do ANY of you even bother at all? All of you fucking cancel on me, or don't call me back when I call to say Hi and see whats up and did you want to hang out, or you make other plans regardless of OUR plans. Seriously? Just stop calling me and tell me I'm not important to my face because THATS what it feels like. You keep your plans unless you truly truly can't because something horrid is happening. I just really don't understand. Either never talk to me again, or keep your word, because this is getting a little ridiculous. Every SINGLE FUCKING PERSON I KNOW DOES THIS TO ME MANY TIMES.

Fuck all of you.