Friday, December 21, 2007

old lady

is it bad that i don't want to listen to any holiday music? i feel like that if i listen to any more christmas music that i'll go out of my mind. between christmas music nonstop when i was in georgia, to christmas music for 17 or whatever hours at the airport on sunday, and christmas music at the mall today, i'm like *this* close to just totally losing it. seriously. no more frickin christmas music!

it feels strange being in my parents house after not being here for almost 4 months. i've seen some of my friends but not all of them and i'm going through the motions of shopping and being festive when.... i really truly don't feel all that festive. this is the first holiday season that i really don't care as much about. two weeks ago i was so excited and now i'm just not. i dont know.

saw a friend tonight that i haven't seen since i left and that was nice to see him but i have a headache because i think i had too much caffeine today, lol. i had a chai, a freddo with some espresso in it, and some other tea thing. my head hurts.

i have a calendar on my floor that my best friend gave me before i left. it's of frank lloyd wright's house, fallingwater. now, i dont want to live in pennsylvania but i'd move there to live in fallingwater if someone said i could. it's the most beautiful house. it's amazing. i love architecture! oh and frank gehry DOESNT COUNT AS AN ARCHITECT. HE DIDNT EVEN GO TO SCHOOL FOR THAT. he's such a fake. ugh.

i'm full of joy tonight, clearly. lol.



i feel old.

-kate.

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